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坦雅，杰夫采访记录
坦雅·哈定
前奥运会花样滑冰选手
杰夫·葛撸力
坦雅的前夫
靠太近了 That's very close, by the way.
就这么一说 I'm just saying.
谁是我的小宝贝？是你吗？ Who's my little man? Are you my little man?
拉沃娜·哈定 坦雅的母亲
这是我的第六任丈夫，也最棒的一个 That's my sixth husband right there. The best of 'em.
我第五个孩子坦雅，是我和第四任丈夫生的 Tonya's my fifth child from husband number four.
她一直很淘气 She was always a handful.
我们或许惯坏了她，但想想简直不可能 And I guess we spoiled her, which is a goddamn hat trick
因为家里穷的什么都没有 when you haven't got shit your entire life.
可我还是开车送她去比赛，练习，缝了她所有的参赛服装 Still, drove her to competitions, practices, sewed her all her costumes.
但对她来说，妈妈就是个恶魔 But to her, her mother's a monster.
通常来说，人们要不就很爱坦雅 Generally, people either love Tonya
戴安·劳林森
坦雅的教练
要不，就不讨厌她 or... not big fans.
就像人们如果不爱美国 Just like people either love America
那他们就讨厌它 or they're not big fans.
坦雅是一个，很纯粹的美国人 Tonya was... totally American.
你知道，原本杰夫和坦雅 You know, originally, Jeff and Tonya
想要除掉南希·凯莉甘 uh, wanted to take out Nancy Kerrigan.
肖恩·艾卡
坦雅的前保镖
“除掉” "Take her out."
是我站出来说 And I was the one who popped up and said,
还有别的方法能让人致残 "There are other ways to disable people."
所以 So...
不用谢 you're welcome.
呃，我曾是个记者 Well, I was a reporter
马丁·马多克 硬拷贝记者 1989-98
给“硬拷贝”工作 for Hard Copy,
那是个正规新闻机构都鄙视的节目 a pretty crappy show that the legitimate news outlets looked down on.
结果后来又成为了他们一员 And then became.
呃，我是说，27岁的时候 Well, uh, I mean, at 27,
我是全美国最可恨的人 I was, uh, the most hated man in America.
甚至是全是世界最可恨的人 Maybe the world.
还留着个小胡子 Um, with a mustache,
我现在都还想道歉 I still can't apologize enough for.
呃，我的名字是个动词 Uh, my name was a verb.
如果你打别人的膝盖 Like, if you bash someone in the kneecap,
你就...葛撸力了他 you, uh...you Gilloolied them.
真是... That was...
其实还挺酷 That was cool though.
大多数人对我的印象？ Most people's impression of me?
嗯... Um...
我是个有血有肉的人 That I am a real person.
我从小家里穷，是个农村人，那又如何 You know? I never apologized for growing up poor or being a redneck.
这就是我 Which is what I am.
你懂，这是种体育运动 Um, you know, and it's... a sport
裁判们希望你是 where the friggin' judges want you to be this old-timey version
一个旧时代的淑女 of what a woman's supposed to be...
就因为你是美国首个能三周半跳的女人 for being the first US woman to land a triple axel.
所以，去他妈的 So fuck 'em.
波特兰，俄勒冈州
40年前
戴安! Diane!
我之前你电话联系了 - I spoke with you on the phone.
是的 Yeah.
给我一分钟，好吗 - Give me a minute, okay?
哈定女士 - Mrs. Harding.
拉沃娜，叫我拉沃娜 LaVona. It's LaVona.
抱歉，冰上不准抽烟 I am so sorry, but there's no smoking on the ice.
那我就偷偷抽行吧 Oh. Well, I'll smoke it quietly then.
这是我女儿坦雅 This here is my daughter Tonya.
哈定女士，我跟你说过了 Mrs. Harding, I told you on the phone...
我知道你说过什么，但你没亲眼看过她滑冰 I know what you told me. Only you never seen her skate.
我不教初学者 I don't train beginners.
她整天就知道说滑冰的事 All she does is talk about skating, all day and night.
想让她闭嘴都不行 Can't shut her up about it.
把她丢在滑冰场能让我轻松点，你懂吗 So it's easier for me to put her on ice, if you know what I mean.
再说有人训练她，也可以开发天赋 And we figure with the right training she could make the most of her gift.
说不定能参加花样滑冰什么的 Like Ice Capades maybe one day or somethin'.
你几岁？ How old are you, honey?
她四岁不到 She's a soft four.
她长的很漂亮 Well, she's a very pretty girl.
但是，很抱歉我不带这么小的学生 But I'm sorry, I don't take on students this young.
失陪了，我还要教课 Now, if you'll forgive me, I have a class waiting.
感觉如何，还好吗？ [Diane] How'd it feel? Feel good?
去啊，滑冰去 Go on. Skate.
六个月后，我赢了我的第一场比赛 [Tonya] I mean, six months later I win my first competition.
我那时四岁 - I was four, okay?
那些小婊子们都不知道怎么就输了 I mean, those bitches didn't know what hit 'em.
错了 Wrong!
太一般了，没意思 Ordinary. Nothing special there.
你根本没努力 - Are you even trying?
我他妈宁愿去别的地方玩 'Cause there's other places I'd rather fuckin' be.
集中精神 Concentrate.
我的天，这你也自称是干净的动作？ You call that a clean skate, for Christ's sake?
请不要在孩子面前说脏话好吗？ Would you not swear in front of the kids. Please, LaVona?
我没说脏话，你这个贱逼 I didn't swear. [murmurs] You cunt.
嘿，别聊天了 Hey, stop talking to her. Yeah.
那个女的是你的敌人，你不是来这交友的 That girl is your enemy. You're not here to make friends.
你要去哪？ Mmm. Where do you think you're going?
-我要去上厕所 -不要跟我说这些 - I have to go to the bathroom. - Don't tell me what you have to do.
我付钱让你滑冰，你给我呆在冰上老实地滑 I paid for you to skate. You're gonna stay on the ice and skate.
滚过来 Get over here.
你总得离开冰场，听到了吗？ You gotta get off the ice some time. You hear me?
我就在这等着 I'll be right here, waitin'.
我日 Oh, shit.
滑湿了裤子 Skate wet.
按她的说法，我每天都毫不留情的揍她 To hear her tell it, I would operate on her daily without anesthesia.
拜托 Please.
我就打过她一次，用的是梳子而已 One fuckin' time. I hit her one time with a hairbrush.
你是个没用的小混蛋 You're a terrible, scum-suckin' loser!
求你别打了 Please!
怎么了 What?
小孩有时候希望被教育 [LaVona] A child sometimes wants to be corrected.
我跟你说话的时候要回答我 Answer me when I talk to you.
我感觉到的时候我就会批评她。别搞了 When I felt this, I gave her criticism... Stop that.
坦雅有个特点是 The thing about Tonya was,
她生气的时候滑冰更好 she skated better when she was enraged.
如果没有人说“禁止这么做” If there was no "you can't do it" type thing,
那她也不会反抗 she wouldn't do it.
滑冰场上，有我指导她，不在滑冰时 On the ice, I was there to inspire her. Off the ice...
她是个开心的小女孩 she was a happy, well-adjusted girl.
哎 Dang!
-枪法不错，小坦 -我知道 - Clean shot, Tonnie. - I know it.
我瞄的是眼睛，就像你说的 I was aiming for her eyes, like you said.
不然的话，我可能打到它了 Otherwise I could've got her, probably.
打兔子身体，肉都只剩一半了，没意义 No sense shooting a bunny if you shoot half the meat off her.
我长大了以后，要在办公室工作 When I'm older, I'm gonna work at an office and have a deadline.
-我以为你想要做滑冰运动员 -我能一起做啊 - Thought you wanted to do Ice Capades. - I can do both.
昨天，妈妈逼我传滑冰服装去学校 Yesterday, Mom made me wear my skating costume to school.
那件红色有流苏的 The red one with the tassels.
所有人都嘲笑了我 Everyone made fun of me.
-她干嘛让你穿？ -因为学校要拍照 - Why'd she do that? - 'Cause they were taking school pictures.
她说样片可以用来参加比赛 She said we could use the samples for competition.
我告诉妈妈玛姬·苏仕曼说我们是“白人垃圾” I told Mom that Margie Sussman called us "white trash."
妈妈叫我吐痰到她的牛奶里 - Mom told me...Spit in her milk.
我希望你没那么做 I hope you didn't do that.
目前还没 Not yet.
你爱她吗？ Do you love her?
我猜是吧 I guess.
你呢？ Do you?
-爱啊 -就跟爱我一样？ - Yeah. - Like you love me?
不是 Nope.
很好，小坦 Good, Tonnie. But check out sooner.
她能要什么皮毛大衣？我都没有皮毛大衣 What does she need a fuckin' fur coat for? I don't have a fuckin' fur coat.
因为不只是会滑冰就行 Because it's not just about skating.
-裁判希望选手是... -有钱的又吝啬的混蛋 - The judges want figure skaters to be... - Yeah. Rich, prissy A-holes.
体面。这只是为了融入而已。 Well-rounded. It's a question of fitting in.
她12岁就能做三周半跳 She's 12 and she land fuckin' triples.
她不是那种能融入的人，她鹤立鸡群 She doesn't fit in. She stands out.
她鹤立鸡群是因为她看起来像每天砍了柴 She stands out because she looks like she chops wood every morning.
她的确每天都要砍柴 She does chop wood every morning.
拉沃娜，你能配合点吗？ LaVona, you wanna work with me a little?
Twenty-three students I train so I can coach Tonya full-time.
And I waitress full-time to pay for your coaching.
- Yes, but she's not my child. - No, she's mine.
我不会付钱让她融入进那些小混蛋的群体 And I'm not throwing my money away so she can fit in with these little shits.
想要玩穿变装就去养头猪，懂吗？ You can dress up a pig however you want. You know what I saying?
这不只是融入的问题，也事关她的成长 It's not just about fitting in. It's about how she's growing up.
去你娘的，戴安 Lick my ass, Diane.
她能做三周半跳 She can do a fuckin' triple.
很好 Beautiful.
从小到大我没什么玩的[Tonya] I didn't have a lot of fun growing up.
我们从来没去过，比如，迪士尼乐园 I mean, we never went to, you know, Disneyland
或者旅行 or on trips.
我要是想要什么，都得自己设法搞到 If I wanted something, I had to come up with a way to get it.
那是什么衣服？ [girl] What kind of coat is that?
继续啊，走啊! - Go on! Get out!
我还以为你会一直赖在这 I thought you'd never leave.
对不起 [crying] I'm sorry.
-不是你的错，小坦 - 那你就带我一起走啊 - It's not your fault, Tonnie. - Then take me with you.
我每天要工作12小时，没时间照顾你 Gotta work 12-hour night shifts. I can't look after you.
如果你真想的话你就会有时间 You could if you want to.
我们以后电话联系，没关系的 We'll talk on the phone. Everything's gonna work out.
你得让开，宝贝 - You gotta move now, honey.
求你了小坦 Tonnie, please.
不要把我留在这 You're not gonna leave me here.
爸爸 Daddy.
爸爸？ Daddy?
带我一起走！ Take me with you!
我需要你 I need you.
你挡到我了 You're in... my... way.
那是谁 Who's that?
我们是在滑冰场遇到的 We met at an ice rink where I was practicing.
我那时15岁 I was 15.
我那时每天在那滑冰8小时 I was there eight hours a day, skating.
我不知道他在那干嘛 I don't knowwhat he was doing there.
嘿 Hey.
我那时年轻 [Jeff]I was young,
不知道怎么泡妞 and I had no game whatsoever.
呃，你喜欢吃东西么？ So... do you like food?
那时我的继兄，猥琐克里斯 [Tonya] Back then, my stepbrother, Creepy Chris,
跟我们住一起 was living with us.
我还记得杰夫我的第一次约会 I remember Jeff and my's first date
因为猥琐克里斯 because I'd had Creepy Chris...
被我报警抓起来了 - arrested earlier that day.
杰夫向我咨询了关于坦雅的事 Jeff did, uh, consult me regarding Tonya
他问我，“你的觉得如何” and asked me, "What do you think?"
我说，“去试试吧，老兄” And I said, "Go for it, man." But...
我不是吹牛 Not to be a bragger or anything,
如果我当时说”她配不上你“ but had I told Jeff "You can do better, man,"
那今天人们也不会把他俩放在一起说了 no one would be talking about the two of them today.
我从不是个有女人味的人 [Tonya] I mean, I've never been a girlie girl.
杰夫是我第一个约会对象 Jeff was my first date ever.
但我妈还是来了 - And my mom came.
你是园丁，还是花朵，约翰？ You a gardener or a flower, John?
我叫杰夫 - It's... Jeff.
男女关系中有一个园丁有一个花朵 In a relationship there's a flower and a gardener.
-别回答 -我不知道，我是说... - Don't answer. - I don't know. I mean, I...
我只是觉得 I just thought...
我是园丁，但是我想成为花朵 I'm a gardener who wants to be a flower.
我是有多操蛋？ How fucked am I?
我女儿，要她命都不会打理花园 This one can't garden to save her life.
你得把所有事都包办了 You're gonna have to do all the gardening.
-妈！ -怎么了？ - Mom! - What?
你们俩操上了吗？ You two fuck yet?
我爸被炒鱿鱼好几个月了 My dad's only been laid off for a couple months now.
所以他不给钱我们了 So he stopped sending money.
我们之前钱很充足，你知道，我有皮毛大衣那些 We had plenty of money before. I have a... You know, I have a fur coat and stuff.
不然的话 You know, otherwise...
我家算很穷 My family's poor.
你要我帮你吗？ You need me to, um,tighten that
接线前上紧螺丝 before you reconnect.
好的 [Jeff]Okay.
这就好了 There you go.
没关系 It's okay.
你现在毕业了要干嘛？ what are you gonna do now that school's done?
呃 Uh, well, I...
我给智障协会工作 I do this job for the, um, Associationfor Retarded Persons.
呃，我不是智障 I mean, I'm not a retarded person.
我是他们的司机，还挺酷的 I'm their driver,which is cool.
我的 My...
我爸是空军，我小时他就死了 My dad was air force and he died when I was young,
我大学学费已经付过了 so my college is paid for, just...
我不知道 I don't know.
我妈爸要我退学 My parents had me quit school
这样就能全心滑冰 so I could concentrate on skating.
滑冰就是你的超能力 It's like your super power.
太他妈厉害了 Fucking awesome,what you can do.
你喜欢我吗？ What, do you,like, like me?
你真他妈漂亮 You're so fuckin' pretty.
才没有呢 No, I'm not.
是你很帅 You are.
开始的时候他很甜蜜 [Tonya] He was really sweet in the beginning.
很会接吻 He was a good kisser.
他说他爱我，我相信了他 He told me he loved me. And I believed him.
你这根本不是在交谈 You're not having a conversation.
你他妈就是在对我吼 - You're just fucking yelling at me.
操 [mutters] Fuck.
几个月之后，他开始动手打我 - But then... - He started hitting me a few months in.
对不起 I'm sorry... Ow!
他会说以后永远不会在发生了 Then he would say it would never happen again.
但我想想，我妈也打我，她也爱我啊 - But I figured... - My mom hits me. She loves me.
我还以为都是我的错 And I thought it was my fault.
我就只懂那么多 That's just what I knew.
-给我小心点 -不要碰我 - [Jeff] Hey. Watch it. - [Tonya] Don't touch me! [grunts]
他会跟我道歉，然后关系又恢复正常 He'd say he was sorry. Then things would be normal for a while.
对不起 - [whispers] I'm sorry. - Mmm.
他是我爱过的第一个男孩 He was the first boy I ever loved.
唯一的不足是 The only catch was...
他把我打的不成人样 He beat the living hell out of me.
我还觉得都是我不对 And I thought it was my fault.
南希被打了一次 Nancy gets hit one time...
为什么？为什么？ [sobbing] Why? Why?
整个世界都为她打抱不平 and the whole world shits.
对我来说，这是家常便饭 For me, it's an all-the-time occurrence.
我从来没打过她 I never hit her.
那...不是我的风格 That's... not me.
我其实，很腼腆 I'm, uh... I'm actually a pretty meek guy, um...
是她打我，下手很重 She hit me. Packed a wallop.
还朝我开枪 - [shotgun cocks] - Fired a gun at me too.
胡说八道 This is bullshit.
我根本没做过这事 I never did this.
后来，我们又和好如初了 [Jeff] Then comes later. We're still happy now.
你化妆也藏不住黑眼圈 I can see that shiner through your makeup, you know.
我昨天在冰上摔跤了 - Yeah, I fell on the ice yesterday. - I don't know, Tonnie.
我才不会跟打我的男人在一起 I would never be with someone who fuckin' hit me.
-你打了老爸 -不是一回事 - You hit Dad. - That's different.
无所谓，他都说了对不起了 Anyway, he said he was sorry.
说真的，你就是个傻子Seriously though, you're a dumb piece of shit
居然觉得被揍是应该的 who thinks she deserves to get hit.
我这心态不就是你教的 How did I get that idea?
可能他是应该揍你 Maybe he should hit you.
嗯，这样你就会闭上你的大嘴，我也舒服点 Yeah. Maybe you'd learn to keep your big mouth shut. Sure helps me out.
我是在对你的恋爱关系表示支持，懂吗？ I'm supportive of this relationship. You hear me?
我要去练习了 Gotta go to practice.
跟你妈妈吻别 Kiss your mother good-bye.
十二个月之后
这是坦雅·哈定 [man on PA] Up next is Tonya Harding,
滑冰配乐是Sleeping Bag skating to ZZ Top's "Sleeping Bag."
他们恨我，艾米莉摔倒了得分还比我高 They hate me. Emily Ann fell and scored higher.
-你看起来不同 -因为我穿的不像智障小仙女 - Honey, you're different. - I'm not dressing like a retarded tooth fairy.
裁判期待的是传统的项目 The judges expect a conventional program.
-我不想那么传统 -那你分数就不会高 - I don't wanna be conventional. - Your scores reflect that.
如果我能跳三周半，那裁判就必须给我高分 If I did the triple axel, they'd have to give me my fucking score.
-三周半不是说跳就跳的 -有时我可以！ - You can't just do the triple. - Sometimes I can!
-不是我的错 -你永远没错 - It wasn't my fault... - Nothing's ever your fault.
我滑的比他们都好 I out-skated the other...
你滑得像个女同性恋You skated like a graceless bull dyke.
我都尴尬了 I was embarrassed for you.
对不起 Sorry.
你老爸不给赡养费了 Your father's not paying alimony, you know.
我赚的每一分钱，都给你滑冰了 Every penny I make... Every penny goes to your skating.
结果你根本不努力 And you weren't even fucking trying.
我说了，对不起 I said I was sorr...
不要顶嘴 Don't talk back to me.
-说“对不起”不是顶嘴 -你跟我耍机灵？ - Saying "I'm sorry" is not talking back. - That's supposed to be smart?
别打了 Stop it. I just said...
跟你说话你还翻白眼 Rolling your fucking alien eyes at me when I'm talking to you!
-我没翻白眼！ -你以为我喜欢为你工作？ - I didn't roll my eyes! - You think I like working for you?
-你这个疯婆子 -你这个自私的婊子 - You're bat-shit crazy! - You selfish bitch!
你他妈是疯了吧？ Are you fucking crazy?
你跟小胡子上床，那你就得交房租给我 You fucking that mustache, you're gonna start paying rent.
-我不是花钱来养妓女的！ -真他妈神经！ - I'm not paying for you to act like a whore! - Fucking psycho!
-我反正也他妈不想跟你住 -丑婊子 - I don't wanna fucking live with you anyway! - Ugly fuckin' whore!
拜托，哪个家庭不是有好有坏 Oh, please. Show me a family that doesn't have ups and downs.
坦雅需要远离她母亲 Tonya needed to get away from her mom.
我们就一起租了个房子 So we got a place together.
大学和空军的事也没人谈了 There was no more talk of college or air force.
我也不在乎 And I didn't care.
我那时只想照顾她 I wanted to take care of her,
保护她 to protect her.
过来 Come here.
还要更多薄纱吗？ Does it need more tulle?
我想让它更漂亮些 I want it to look pretty.
薄纱很显档次 Tulle's classy, you know.
你还想拿高中毕业证吗？ You think any more about getting your high school GED?
我根本不在乎那个了 I don't give a red-hot shit about that anymore.
我觉得你还是应该考虑下 Well, I think you should look into it.
后面打一个蝴蝶结呢？ What about a bow at the back?
我要是不够聪明怎么办？ What if I'm not smart enough?
就像绿野仙踪里说的 You know, like in The Wizard of Oz when they say,
“狮子，老虎和熊，我的天” - "Lions and tigers and bears, oh, my!" - "Oh, my."
我哥哥告诉我“我的天”会半夜出现 My brother convinced me that "Oh, my's" were gonna come in the middle of the night
把我活活吃掉 and eat me alive.
你好蠢 You're so fuckin' dumb.
但我还是拿到了高中文凭 And I got a high school diploma.
光是缝衣服的水平都能得奖了 - you're gonna get a medal for your sewing alone.
不要！ No!
回头看 - [Jeff] Looking back,
那是我们最开心的回忆 that was probably our happiest time.
我用花生酱和果酱做三明治 I'd make peanut butter and jelly sandwiches,
她去参加比赛 and she'd go off to competitions.
我们有个共同点 We had exactly the same interests. I mean...
我们都喜欢卡车 - We both liked trucks
还有修车 - and fixing cars up.
我以为美好是永恒的 - So I just thought it would last forever.
太不公平了 - This is fucking wrong, Diane.
坦雅！ Tonya!
嘿，能公平点吗？ Hey, how do I get a fair shot here?
我每天早上五点起来苦练 'Cause I'm up at 5:00 every morning working my ass off.
干脆当面告诉我，你们绝不会我对公平打分好了 Does someone wanna just tell me to my face you're never gonna give me the scores I deserve?
本来就是这样的，这些女孩也努力了 Uh, this is how it's done. Some of these girls have paid their dues.
我他妈才不管，我滑的比她们都好 I don't give a shit. I out-skated 'em today.
仪表也是评分的一项 We also judge on presentation.
这样吧 Well, you know what?
你要是能给我一件五千美元的服装，我就不用亲手缝一件了 If you can come up with $5,000 for a costume for me, I won't have to make one.
做不到的话，你就给我滚远点 Till then, just stay out of my face.
你可能没你自己想象的那么厉害 Maybe you're just not as good as you think.
你应该换一项运动 Maybe you should pick another sport.
吃我的屌吧！ Suck my dick!
根本就不公平 - This is fuckin' rigged!
你真以为这样做能提高你的分数吗？ Do you really think your scores will improve now that you've told them to...
如果你能合理着装，他们或许就会合理评分 If you dressed appropriately, maybe they'd score you appropriately.
我已经穿的够好了！ I dressed pretty!
你不喜欢我的服装，我说的话，我的音乐 God, you don't like the way I dress or talk or any of my music.
你就想让我成为另外一个人 It's like you want me to be an entirely different person.
我想让你成为一个更好的参赛者 I want you to be a better competitor.
不然的话，我就是在浪费时间 Otherwise, I'm wasting my time.
对，你的确是在浪费时间 Well, then you're wasting your time.
你知道吗？反正杜迪想要当我的教练 'Cause you know what? Dodie Teachman wants to be my coach anyways.
戴安，你被炒鱿鱼了！ You're fucking fired, Diane!
不是我的错 - [Tonya] That wasn't my fault.
除非青春期是我的错 Unless puberty is my fault.
公平地说，杰夫爱过她 To be fair, Jeff did love her.
他真的爱过她 He really loved her. Like...
我记得有一次 I remember a time when he took her
他带她去理查德·马克思的音乐会 to a Richard Marx concert.
那时我就知道他是来真的了 That's when I knew shit was serious.
年轻的时候会做蠢事 You do dumb things when you're young.
比如跟杰夫结婚 Like marrying Jeff.
婚礼不错 [Tonya] The wedding was nice.
当时看起来很合理 It made sense at the time. Okay?
结了婚就有保险，各种福利 I mean, I could have insurance, good benefits all around.
他还有车 I mean, he had a car.
我每天练习六小时 Plus, I was doing six hours a day of practice and competitions
还得在五金店工作 while I worked at a hardware store.
我操作升降机和钻机，还要焊接 And I ran a forklift and a drill press, and I did welding.
现在 But... But now...
我只要滑冰就可以了 now I could just skate,
就像其他女孩一样 like all the other girls.
我都不知道该说什么 I don't know what to tell you.
嫁给第一个说你漂亮的傻子 Marrying the first idiot who says you're pretty.
可以跟傻子上床，但是不要跟傻子结婚 You fuck dumb. You don't marry dumb.
大多数人根本无法理解 Most people don't even understand how insanely difficult it is
三周半跳的难度 to attempt a triple axel.
没人这么跳是有原因的 There's a reason why nobody was trying it.
你往后滑 You skate backward,
用左足前外刃起跳 and then take off from a forward position on your left leg,
然后 and then somehow...
就他妈的在空中旋转三周半，跟没有体重一样 Fuckin' hurl yourself blindly three-and-a-half rotations like you're light as shit,
我告诉你，坦雅一点不轻 which, I'm tellin' you, Tonya never was.
用右足后外刃落冰 Land on the opposite foot on the back, outside edge of a razor-thin blade.
是那三圈之后的额外半圈 It's that extra half rotation, when you already did three,
让坦雅成为滑冰界的查尔斯·巴克利 that made us call Tonya the Charles Barkley of figure skating.
NBA职业球员
太牛逼了 It was bad-ass.
国家赛
明尼阿波利斯，明尼苏达州
不知道我能行不，杜迪 I don't know if I can do this, Dodie.
我上次没跳成 I missed it in last training.
你肯定行 Of course you can. You got this.
嘿，坦雅 [man] Hey, Tonya.
你好烂 - You suck. - [scoffs]
这算什么？乡巴佬滑冰？怂样滑冰？ What is this, Rednecks on Ice? The Lice Capades?
-你知道吗... -嘿，过来 - You know what... - Hey! Come here.
哎哟，她来了，白女王 Oh! Here she comes! White Castle queen!
从没有女性做到过三周半跳 No woman in the history of figure skating has landed a triple axel.
你之前所有的女运动员，没有人做到过 - All of those women before you, not one of them did it.
-别管他 -你好烂 - Ignore him. Hey. Hey. - You suck!
-滑冰协会觉得你做不到 -你好烂 - The skating association doesn't think you can do it. - You suck!
垃圾坦雅不配比赛 "Trashy Tonya doesn't belong."
你妈觉得你做不到 - Your mother doesn't think so.
跳给他们看 - Now show 'em.
-坦雅，你的大卡车停哪了 -别理他 - Hey, Tonya. Where'd you park your double-wide? - Don't listen to him.
去，集中精神 - Get out there. Focus.
去 - Go.
你好烂 You suck!
坦雅，20岁 [man on PA] Tonya Harding, 20 years old,
来自波特兰市，俄勒冈州 - from Portland, Oregon. - [applause]
这就是坦雅·哈定 [male announcer] Here now is Tonya Harding,
第二个上场 second after the original program.
年芳20，来自波特兰，俄勒冈州 Just 20 years old, from Portland, Oregon.
力量强，速度快，运动能力极佳 Great power, great speed, great athletic ability.
焦点在于，三组动作之后 [female announcer] And the question is whether, three moves into the program,
她会做三周半跳 she will do a triple axel.
首先是，勾手三周跳 First, a triple lutz.
漂亮 Nicely done.
我们就上就会知道她是否会成为 [male announcer] And now we will find out whether she will be
美国历史上第一个完成三周半跳的女性 the first American to attempt and complete a triple axel jump.
这里将揭晓一切 We will know that here, whether she tries it or not.
太棒了 - [female announcer] Atta girl! - [male announcer] Isn't that great?
我的天，我是说 [Tonya] Oh, my God, I mean, it was...
那真是世上最棒的感觉 totally the most awesomest thing.
以为跳之前你会想 'Cause leading up to it you're like,
我做不到，我做不到 "I can't do it. I can't. I can't."
然后，铛的一下，我做到了 And, then, bam! I can!
还有那些说我做不到的人 And all those people who said I couldn't make it,
去你妈的，我做到了 well, fuck you... I did.
我证明了所有人都错了 I proved everyone wrong.
大家都爱我 I was loved.
我形容不出那种感觉 I can't describe how it felt.
人们为我起立 There... I mean, there were people standing up.
我是说 I mean, I was just...
我知道 For the first time I knew...
我当时是世界上最好的滑冰选手 I knew I was the best figure skater in the world. At one point in time.
抱歉，已经很久没人关心这些了 Sorry. No one ever really asks me about this anymore.
我遭受了意外的打击 [Jeff] I was blindsided.
她一从国家赛回来 - As soon as she got back from nationals,
她完全变了个人 she was an entirely different person.
她不想要杰夫了 And that person didn't want ol' Jeff no more.
我他妈的德芙巧克力棒呢？ Where the fuck are my Dove bars?
我们买不起，爱斯基摩派也不错 We can't afford 'em. Eskimo Pie is just as good.
我是美国最好的滑冰选手 I'm America's best figure skater.
我不想要爱斯基摩派，我要... I don't want Eskimo Pie. I wanted...
我的天，你上次什么时候洗澡的？ Oh, Jesus. When was the last time you showered?
就他妈想要个德芙巧克力棒而已 Just wanted a fucking Dove bar.
三周半跳之后 [both, simultaneously] After the triple...
一切都变了 - everything changed. - everything changed.
我爱上的那个杰夫消失了 [Tonya] The Jeff I fell in love with was gone.
我早上起床，挨揍 If I got up in the morning, I got hit.
我上厕所，挨揍 If I took a shit, I got hit.
他都不需要理由了 I... H-He didn't need a reason anymore, is what I'm saying.
我实在受够了 And I'd just had enough. You know?
我的一辈子 My... My whole, entire life
别人都说我会一事无成 I'd been told I wouldn't amount to anything.
知道吗，或许我会有成就 Well, you know what? Maybe I would.
突然克里斯蒂和南希变成了亚军和季军 [Maddox] So suddenly Kristi and Nancy are coming in second and third,
坦雅却在世界杯中拿亚军 and Tonya is coming in second at world championships
还在全国赛中夺冠 and winning Skate America.
去他妈的，我滑的太好了 Fuck 'em. I'm skating better than ever.
滑冰界就觉得 So the skating community is like, oh, my God.
什么鬼 What the fuck...
这女的是我们的冠军？ I mean, this is our skating champion?
坦雅做了三周半跳 [Maddox] Tonya did the triple axel.
甚至都没有人敢去尝试 No one else could or even had the balls to try.
坦雅的形象...Tonya Harding was not the image...
我要打断你提一下南希·凯莉甘 Could I just interrupt with a quick word about Nancy Kerrigan? It'll just take a sec.
南希和我是朋友，好吗？ Nancy and I were friends. Okay?
我们有时在路上是室友 We were roommates, sometimes, on the road.
但是媒体想把南希塑造成小公主 But the press wanted Nancy to be a princess
我则是一个大烂人 and me to be the pile of crap.
就为了炒作 To sell papers.
什么样的人渣 I mean, what kind of friggin' person
会打碎朋友的膝盖 bashes in their friend's knee?
谁会这么对待朋友 Who would do that to a friend?
太扯淡了 This is bullshit.
你为她付出了一切，她就这样回报你？ I mean, you gave her everything you have, and this is how she treats you?
-去跟她说 -你为什么这么贱 - Tell her that. - Why are you being such a bitch?
你完全变了，坦雅 You're acting completely different, Tonya.
-我是变了 -是的，但是 - I am different. - Yes, but...
一切都变了，杰夫，人们开始喜欢我了 Everything's different, Jeff. People actually smile at me now.
-他说什么 -人们开始喜欢她了 - What's she saying? - People... People smile at her now.
人们喜欢... Mmm. "People smile at..." Oh...
你怎么可以对我提出禁令？ And how could you file a restraining order on me? Huh?
他们在我工作的时候给我的 - They showed up at work in front of everybody, Tonya.
我申请禁令因为我他妈不想看到你的脸 I filed a restraining order so I wouldn't have to look at your fucking face.
什么？ What?
-她挂了 -她敢？ - She hung up. - No, she didn't.
-我要打回去 - I'm calling her back.
艾卡女士，你可以回拨一下那个号码吗？ Mrs. Eckhardt, uh, do you mind dialing that number back?
-本地电话 -好的 - It's local, Ma. - Okeydokey!
简直难以置信 This shit is unbelievable.
-坦雅 -操你妈 - Tonya. - Fuck you!
她说什么？ What'd she say now?
再拨一次，艾卡女士！ Just one more time, Mrs. Eckhardt!
妈妈，帮帮我们！ Mom, just help us out!
我说了，操你妈！ I said fuck you!
不要... - Don't...
我们去日光谷 - We're going to Sun Valley. Let's go.
我喜欢你这样 I like when you're like this, Jeff.
-你不能就这么让她骂你 -是的 - You're not gonna let her get the last word, man. - No way.
我的女人不可能这么做 None of my women get the last word.
我要去日光谷，她在那里比赛 I'm going to Sun Valley. She'll be there for a competition.
我要骂回来，这才是男人 - I'll get the last word, 'cause I'm the man.
我以前是瑞士和欧洲的合作行动专家 I've been a co-op specialist in Switzerland and Europe.
人质解救是我的特长 Hostage retrieval is my area of expertise.
我告诉你，我们快去快回 I'm telling you, man, we're in, and we're out.
心灵控制可能要用上，我在肯尼亚和韩国学过 Mind control may be necessary, which I've been practicing in Kenya, Korea...
国际旅行时，我足智多谋 When traveling internationally I'm as resourceful as a lizard.
我的能力经受过地下组织渗入行动的历练 My skills have been honed by years of infiltrating underground organizations.
我们融入，然后消失 So we blend and we disappear.
我们绝不能 And under no circumstances
吸引注意力 do we create or cause a scene.
坦雅 Tonya!
不！ No!
操你妈！ Fuck you!
我喜欢结了婚的感觉 [Tonya] I liked being married.
只是不喜欢和他结婚的感觉 Just not to him.
但是他老是打电话给我 But he was calling all the time,
说“看过心理医生”，“我爱你，回来吧” saying "I've been to therapy" and "I love you. Take me back."
我想要被人爱 I... I wanted to be loved.
我希望事情能变好 I hoped it would work.
所以，我就回去了 So I... I went back.
我们一复合 The second we were back together,
事情又变得操蛋了 everything went to shit.
离奥运会越近，我滑的就越差 The closer the Olympics got, the worse my skating got.
就像是噩梦，或者是诅咒 It was like a nightmare, or a frickin' curse.
但我还是相信 I still believed.
我可以做到 I knew I was gonna do it.
阿尔贝维尔
法国
1992 冬奥会
我会是历史上第一个 [Tonya] I would be the first
也是唯一一个 and only woman
能在奥运会上做三周半跳的女性 to do the triple axel in the Olympics.
我一辈子都在等这一时刻 My whole life was leading up to this one moment.
在脑子里过一遍三周半跳 Visualize the triple when you're in the lay-back.
所有的练习都是为了这一刻 This is everything you've been working for.
没问题的，杜迪 Yeah. I fuckin' got it, Dodie.
1991年在美国夺冠 [male announcer] She was first in the United States in 1991.
1991年世界杯夺冠 She was second in the world in 1991,
奥兰多国家赛第三 third in nationals in Orlando.
她很晚才来 She arrived late for these games
错过了开幕会 and missed the opening ceremony entirely.
这就是坦雅·哈定 Here is Tonya Harding.
她的开场动作，原地旋转，很特别 Now, her opening move, a lay-back spin, is unique,
因为它会让你头晕 because you're dizzy from the spins.
她的下一个动作，三周半跳 And her next jump, the triple axel,
是女子项目中最难的动作 is the most difficult jump being performed in the ladies' event.
太让人激动了 This is so exciting.
奥林匹克历史上没有人女性完成过三周半跳 No woman has attempted and completed a triple axel in Olympic competition.
坦雅·哈定可以创造历史 Tonya Harding could make history
此时此刻 right here.
我滑断了冰刃 So, I'd broken off my skate blade
两天前，在练习的时候two days before, in practice,
他们装回去的时候搞歪了点 and they put it back on a little off.
所以我全部的落冰都失败了 So all my landings were off.
所有的 All of them.
那不是我的错 I mean, that wasn't my fault.
2个月之前
我得了第四名 So I come in fourth behind Nancy.
我是说 And... I mean,
我还是很开心的 I was really happy with that.
还挺棒的 - It was awesome. - [TV: man talking]
就是感觉不公平 It just wasn't fuckin' fair.
美国的坦雅得了第四名 Tonya Harding of the United States wound up in fourth place,
很有技术的选手 Very athletic skater.
她的弱点在于艺术表现上 Her weakness is her artistry.
坦雅的奥运之旅结束了 [man] Tonya Harding's Olympic competition is complete.
接下来的事 Um, this next part... I mean...
不是真的 Not true.
我没说过那些话 I never said that.
我根本没说过，你真扯淡！ I never even said that! You're full of shit!
坦雅 Tonya.
坦雅，进房子去 Tonya, get in the house.
我不要跟你一起回去 I'm not going inside with you.
我为什么要 Why would I go... [screams]
不要碰我 - Don't you fuckin' touch me! - Hey!
我发誓！ I swear to God!
操！ Fuck! Aah!
日！ [shouts] Damn it!
事情失控了 [Tonya] Things got out of hand.
我们都不能好好呆在一个房子里了 I mean, we couldn't be in the same house together.
我整个夏天都是在报警 I called the authorities on him the whole summer.
我申请了禁令，还有各种想得到的 I mean, I was filing restraining orders, you name it.
终于 Finally...
我提出了离婚 I divorced him.
忘了什么？ [shouting] Whoo! Missing something?
我的天，操 Jesus... Fuck.
操 Fuck.
-你的包在我这，开门 -杰夫... - Got your bag, Tonya. Open the door. - Jeff... Jeff...
-你的包在我这 -你不能来这 - I have your bag! - You can't be here.
-听着，你的包在我这 -你不能靠近我30米之内 - Listen. I have your bag. - You can't be within a hundred feet of me.
-我都不能送东西给你？ -你再不滚开，我就报警了 - Can I not drop something off? - If you don't fuck off, I'm calling the cops. Okay?
宝贝 Baby...
我要打断你的腿，你这个贱逼 I'm gonna break your fucking legs, you fucking cunt!
日 Fuck!
杰夫，快滚出去 Jeff, get the fuck outta my... Get the...
嘿！我他妈要杀了你 Hey! I'm gonna fuckin' kill you.
-想要我杀了你吗？ -你在开什么玩笑？ - You want me to do that? - Are you fucking kidding me?
-想要我杀了你吗？ -你想用枪指着我 - You want me to kill you? - You're gonna put a fucking gun in my...
-想要我自杀吗？ -够了 - Want me to kill myself? - Stop it.
-选哪个？ -够了！ - Which is it? - Stop it!
杰夫，真的，够了 Jeff, I am fucking serious. I am serious.
-把枪给我，这不是开玩笑的 -我要他妈要杀了你 - Give me the fucking gun. This is not a joke. - I will fucking kill you.
你不需要名包，你不需要任何人，你需要我 You don't need your purse! You don't need anybody. You need me.
-好的，好的 -是吧，就这样 - Okay. Okay. - All right? That's it.
-好的，把枪放下 -好的 - Okay. Just put down the fucking gun. - Okay.
杰夫 Jeff!
真他妈够了，把枪给我 Fucking stop it. Give me the gun.
快他妈把枪给我 Give me the fucking gun.
日，操 Jesus. Oh, fuck.
你没事 - You're okay.
你还好吗？ [man] Hey, you okay?
回屋里去 - Stand back! Stand back.
-你开玩笑吧？ -一起都好 - Are you kidding me? - Everything is fine.
上了膛的枪？有病吧？ - A loaded gun? What the fuck?
进车 Get in the car.
拜托 What? Oh, fuck.
日！ Goddamn it!
停车 Pull over!
操 Fuck.
操，你这婊子，看你逼我成这样 Fuck. You fuckin' bitch. Look what you made me do.
你敢说话我就杀了你 I'll fuckin' kill you if you say anything.
操 [sighs] Fuck.
晚上好 Good evening.
我需要你下车 I'm gonna need you to get out of the car.
你知道你开的有多快吗？ Do you know how fast you were going?
没提一点关于血的事 [Tonya] Didn't say anything about the blood.
看了下后备箱里的两把枪，还有酒 Took two guns out of the truck, and alcohol.
就把我留在那 And then just leaves me there, with him.
这就是我为什么不相信政府机构 [Tonya] Which is why I don't trust the authorities.
或者任何人 Or anyone.
杰夫能用一张嘴摆平一切 Jeff can talk his way out of anything.
不用跟他讲话 Never talk to him.
我的故事还没结束呢 Well, my story line is disappearing right now.
去他妈的 What... the... fuck.
奥运会上得第四名 [Tonya] When you come in fourth at the Olympics,
是没有甜头尝的 you don't get endorsement deals.
你只能早起在快餐店上班 You get the 6:00 a.m. shift at Spud City.
我的烟呢？ Where's my fuckin' smokes?
你看起来不错 You look well.
我看起来像是本可以不用做这事，却搞砸了机会的人 I look like someone who had a way out of this shit and fucked it up.
我没有恶意 I was being polite.
我知道 I know.
你还好吗？Are you okay?
呃 Well...
我的职业生涯完蛋了，身无分文 my skating career is over and I have... no savings.
还跟我妈一样当上了服务员 And I ended up a waitress, just like my mom.
好的是，我很不擅长这工作 But on the plus side I'm unskilled, so...
奥利匹克协会今天宣布 The Olympic Committee announced today
下一次奥运会两年之后举行，而不是四年 that the next Olympics are going to be in two years instead of four.
不准用重金属乐 No heavy metal.
蓝色指甲油也弄掉 Lose the blue nail polish.
我身形已经不行了 I'm too out of shape.
珍珠也只是个形状而已 Pear is a shape.
老天要给你第二次机会 The world is giving you a second chance.
我知道你不相信第二次机会，但是我相信 I know you don't believe in them, but I do.
谢谢你 Thank you.
这是洛基训练时用的方法，他赢了 This is how Rocky trained when he had to fight the Russian. It worked.
她是真的这么练过 She actually did this.
也这么练过 And this.
[whispers] It's okay, honey, you...
嘿，抱歉 Hey. Excuse me.
先生 Sir?
抱歉，先生 Excuse me. Sir, can I...
我们能谈谈吗 Can I just talk...
我能跟你谈一会吗？ Can I just... Can I talk to you for a second?
关于我的分数 I just... About my score?
乐意至极 Happy to.
我知道你们不喜欢我 I know that you guys don't... like me.
但是...我所有的落冰都成功了 But... I'm landing all my jumps out there.
坦雅 Tonya.
这运动从来都不单单是滑冰而已 It's never been entirely about the skating.
我不会承认我说过这个，但是你不是 I'll deny I ever said it, honey, but you're just not...
我们想要展现的形象 the image that we want to portray.
你要代表我们的国家，我的天 You're representing our country, for fuck's sake.
我们需要看到一个健康的美国家庭 We need to see a wholesome American family,
但是你 and you...
你一直拒绝跟我们合作 you just refuse to play along.
我没有一个健康的美国家庭啊 I don't have a wholesome American family.
为什么...为什么不能只看滑冰 Why... Why can't it just be about the skating?
他们想要一个健康的美国家庭？ [Tonya] They want a wholesome American family?
操你妈，我还想要呢 Fuck you. Give me that.
是不简单，但是我能强挤出来 Well, it's not gonna be easy, but, yeah, I could pull that out of my ass.
日 Shit.
我知道你不指望我等你 I know you don't expect me to wait on you.
不，我不指望你做任何事 Nope. I didn't expect a thing, Mom.
你还真是贴心 Well, aren't you a little hothouse flower.
不知道你听说了没 [sighs] I don't know if you heard,
我在为奥运会训练 but I'm training for the Olympics.
那你想要什么？钱？ So what do you want? Money?
天哪，不是，我只是 God, no. I just...
我只是想看看你 I just wanted to see you.
你是个要索取的人 You're a taker.
我赚的每一分钱都被你拿去滑冰了 Every cent I made went to your skating, and you took it.
-你想要什么？ -我的天 - What do you want? - Jesus.
好吧，这真是个蠢主意 Well, this was a stupid fucking idea.
我有让你满意过吗？ Was anything I did ever good enough for you?
你太软弱 You were soft.
三岁的时候？ At three?
我把你塑造成了斗士 I made you a fighter.
你搞混了我的思维 You fucked with my head.
你让我以为，生活像屎一样的时候还能好好滑冰 You made me think that I could skate best when my life was shit.
现在我的生活就是一坨屎，这是你造成的，我不想要这样 And now my life is shit... You made that fucking real... I don't want that.
反正你自己也会走到这一步，你应该谢我，而不是怪我 You would have picked it in a heartbeat. You should be thanking me, not blaming me.
我小的时候 Did you... I mean, when I was a kid,
你爱过我吗？ did you ever love me or... anything?
你觉得桑娅·赫尼的妈妈爱她吗？ You think Sonja Henie's mother loved her?
挪威滑冰运动员
你真可怜哟 Poor fuckin' you.
我没有在家给你做甜饼，是的，但我把你塑造成了冠军 I didn't stay home making apple brown betties. No. I made you a champion.
而且还知道你会因此恨我 Knowing you'd hate me for it.
这才是一个母亲做出的牺牲 That's the sacrifice a mother makes.
我到希望我有个像我一样的母亲 I wish I'd had a mother like me instead of nice.
温柔没狗屁用 Nice gets you shit.
我也不喜欢我的老妈！怎么了？我他妈还给了你最好的礼物呢 I didn't like my mother either! So what? I fuckin' gave you a gift.
你诅咒了我 You cursed me.
你是个恶魔 You're a monster.
木已成舟 Spilled milk, baby.
杰夫，你在下面吗 Jeff, are you down here?
杰夫 Oh, Jeff.
坦雅打电话给我的时候我很吃惊 [Jeff] I was pretty surprised when Tonya called me.
但她说 But she said...
我觉得没你我进不了奥运会 I don't think I can make it to the Olympics without you.
我承认 [Jeff] I admit it.
我还是有点感觉她能控制我的阴晴冷暖 A part of me still thought that the sun rose and set with her
我想要她用以前的那种眼神看我 and wanted her to look at me the way that she used to.
我就是想抓住过去 I just wanted to hold on.
我想只是三周而已 [Tonya] I figured it was just for three weeks,
我一旦进了参赛队伍我就把他甩了 and the second I made the team I was gonna dump his ass.
但是 But...
还没来得及想 before I could think too much on that,
就出现了 that... leads...
你们都在期待的事件 I mean, it's what you all came for, folks... the fucking incident.
那个事件 The incident.
那个事件 The incident. [chuckles]
那个该死的事件 The fucking incident.
每个人对那个事件的记忆都不同，这是事实 Everyone remembers the incident differently, and that's a fact, um...
有些人，声称 - [screaming] - Some people, honest to God,
看到坦雅亲手揍南希 remember Tonya whacking Nancy herself.
除了跟FBI之外，我从来没谈过这事 Um... I never talked about how it went down, except to the FBI.
媒体都是在瞎说 The press got everything wrong.
抱歉 Excuse me.
我是克拉克马斯镇的警员，我需要跟你谈谈 I'm with the Clackamas County Sheriff's Office. I'm gonna need to talk with you.
日，杰夫，你做了什么 Oh, goddamn it, Jeff. What did you do?
我收到了一个死亡恐吓 I've received a death threat.
-杰夫寄给你的？ -给你的恐吓信 - From Jeff? - Against you.
什么？ What the fuck?
信上说什么了？ [Jeff] What did they say, exactly?
如果哈定今天滑冰 "If Harding skates today,
她就会被枪杀 she'll get a... a bullet in the back."
什么鬼？ What the fuck?
这事情有多严重 - How seriously should we take this?
这个等级的女运动员 Girl skaters at this level,
她们经常互相恶作剧 they're always messing with each other with the, um, costumes,
弄坏比赛服和冰刃之类的 with each other's skate blades.
-还有这回事 -是的 - I never knew that. - Yeah. It's a thing.
重点是，场地太大了，我们保护不了你 Well, the point is, this is a large venue and we can't protect you.
最终，她还是太害怕了，没敢上场 In the end, she was too freaked out to skate.
很长时间她心里都有阴影 It screwed with her head for a long, long time.
这件事让我思考 And it got me thinking.
思考也一直不是我的强项 Which... isn't always my strength.
在国家赛之前，如果我们也对南希做出恐吓会怎样？ What if I do the same thing to Nancy Kerrigan, only right before nationals?
是啊，相当于平衡实力 Yeah. Sort of even the playing field.
是的 Right.
我也不是第一个花样滑冰作弊的人 I wouldn't be the first guy to cheat at figure skating.
好多裁判都被贿赂了 A lot of the judges are corrupt.
反正本身就不公平 It's not exactly prim and proper.
别忘了有人这么恐吓坦雅 Someone did it to Tonya, lest we forget.
相当于 It's... my way of...
用我的方式说“我爱你” saying "I love you."
很有趣，继续 Interested. Go on.
我说完了 No, that's it.
我可以寄一些信去搞乱她的心智 I figure I'm gonna mail some letters to screw with her head.
你太天真了 You f-in' greenhorn.
你不能从这里寄信 You cannot mail letters from here.
上面会有波特兰的邮戳 - It'll be postmarked from Portland
我们应该 What we do, see, is...
我们派人出去 we send somebody out there.
坐飞机，比如去马萨诸塞州，她的老家 We fly 'em out there, or maybe to Massachusetts, where she's from.
是啊 Yeah.
这样我们就没有嫌疑了 Takes the suspicion off of us, see?
是的 Right.
我认识一个人 I know a guy.
我都不该说他的名字 Shouldn't even be saying his name.
德里克 Derrick.
全部算清，估计要一千块 All in, you're probably looking at a thousand bucks,
但是你真应该让我来安排一切 but you really ought to let me handle everything.
我们作为大间谍 - [Jeff] Us being great spies and all,
让一个朋友语音留言凯莉甘训练的地址 we call up a friend who leaves a message where Kerrigan trains...
我的老天，打回去问不就好了 For fuck sake. Jeff, just call her back.
我们的留言机太老了，实在听不清 Only our machine is so old we can't completely understand it.
他说南希·凯莉甘在 She just said Nancy Kerrigan trains at...
在鱼罐头训练 At Tuna Can Arena.
南希·凯莉甘在鱼罐头训练，她刚这么说的 Nancy Kerrigan trains at Tuna Can Arena. She just said that.
谁会把训练场取名叫鱼罐头 Well, who's gonna name an arena "Tuna Can"?
渔夫，马赛诸塞州所有人都是渔夫 Fishermen. Everyone's fishermen in Massachusetts.
就他妈打回去问啊 Just fucking call her back and ask.
嗨，维拉，是坦雅 Hi, Vera. It's Tonya again.
我们的留言机坏了 Mm-hmm. Our machine's a piece of crap.
你能再说一遍南希·凯莉甘的训练地址吗？ Could you just tell me where Nancy Kerrigan trains again?
-哦，好的 -我跟杰夫打了个赌 - [Vera] Oh, sure. - Yeah, I had a stupid bet with Jeff.
麻烦你拼一下 Mm-hmm. Spell that for me, hon.
-什么时候？ -5:45 - And what time? - 5:45.
-谢谢，维拉 -不用谢 - Got it. Thanks, Vera. - [Vera] No problem.
嗯，再见 Yeah. See you later.
就这么简单，是托尼·肯特 It's that fuckin' easy. Tony Kent.
-托尼·肯特 -不是鱼罐头 - Tony Kent Arena. - Not Tuna Can.
托尼·肯特体育馆，都是一回事 Tony Kent Arena. It's the same fucking thing.
晚餐好了 Dinner's ready.
简直是扯淡，FBI在垃圾桶里 It's bullshit. I mean, the FBI found this piece of paper
找到了一张纸 in some random Dumpster,
据说是上面有我的笔迹，写了南希的时间表 supposedly in my handwriting, with Nancy's training schedule or something on it.
写了南希训练的场地和时间安排 It was the arena Nancy skated at and her training times.
如果你只是要寄恐吓信 What do you need training times for
要时间表有什么用？ if all you're doing is mailing letters, right?
杰夫·葛撸力想怎么编都行 Jeff Gillooly can change his story all he wants to make himself feel better,
但他向FBI坦诚了 but he confessed to the FBI.
他有罪 Guilty.
我告诉FBI坦雅有一起谋划 I told the FBI that Tonya was in on planning it,
这是事实 which she was.
但只是计划寄信 But the plan was to mail some letters.
坦雅根本不知道袭击的事 Tonya didn't know about the assault,
因为袭击本来就不是我们的计划 because there was never supposed to be an assault.
就是恐吓信而已 Just letters.
我给了肖恩一千美元 [Jeff] I gave Shawn a thousand bucks.
什么作用都没起 Nothing happens.
你得多拿点钱 Gonna need to come up with more money.
我脑门上是写了“傻子”吗？ Do I have "stupid" written across my head?
他们只要寄信就可以了，我不会再给钱了 All they had to do was mail letters someplace. I'm not giving them more money.
但这两个是我最好的特工 But these are two of my top operatives.
德里克需要行动资金 Derrick needs expense money...
这样吧，告诉德里克我们不干了 You know what? Call Derrick and tell him we're calling the whole thing off.
-不行 -宝贝，计划取消了 - No. - Sweetie, the death threat's off.
随你 Whatever.
你不能取消计划 You cannot call this thing off.
机器已经运转起来了，停不下来 This baby has moving parts. Balls are already being played with.
那真不幸，可他们只要寄信就可以了，肖恩 That's too bad. All they had to do was mail fucking letters, Shawn.
这两人不是你想要背叛的类型，相信我 These are not the guys you wanna double-cross. Trust me.
这是你的问题了，把我的钱要回来，他们什么都没做 That's your problem. Get me my thousand bucks back. They didn't do anything.
你的钱？杰夫，拜托 Your thousand bucks? Jeff, come on.
坦雅，你还想继续行动吗？ Are... Tonya. You still want this to happen, right?
-我还能办到 -我真的不在乎，肖恩 - I can still make this happen. - I really don't care, Shawn.
我还有更大的屎要钓 I clearly have bigger shit to fry.
你钓屎？ You eat shit?
-什么？ -“鱼要钓”，不是“屎要钓” - What? - "Fish to fry," not "shit to fry."
屎最好是永远都不要钓起来 "Shit to fry" is a meal best served never.
谁在乎啊，你这个大肥逼，反正你也寄不了信 Who cares, you big, fat fuck? You can't make it happen anyway.
-我是跟你一边的，坦雅 -你不是特工 - I'm on your side, Tonya. - You're not a secret agent.
你不是杀手 You're not a hit man.
你就是个和爸妈住一起，开个老爷车的无名小肥子 You're just a fat, nobody gasbag, who still lives with his parents and drives a '76 Mercury,
背后被人嘲笑，到现在都还是处男 gets laughed at behind his back, and has never been laid.
离我远点 Just stay away from me!
-一月六日 -我那天晚上有训练 - January 6. - I had a session later that night so...
我在睡觉 - I was sleeping, yeah. - I was asleep.
底特律
国家赛
一月六日，训练时段
记住，如果你的大脑是空白的，就没人能感觉到你的气场 Remember, if your mind is blank, no one can pick up your vibes.
如果他们没看见你的眼睛，就不能指认你 Also, they can't identify you if they don't see your eyes.
去 Go.
大脑空白 Mind's blank.
不要让他们看到我的眼睛 Don't let them see my eyes.
厕所？The john?
嘿，谁是凯莉甘？ Hey. Hey. Which one's Kerrigan?
什么鬼？ What the fuck?
真是无法想象这种事情 I mean, we had no idea that something like this could be done
居然是两个大傻子干出来的 by two of the biggest boobs,
这整件事里都是各种傻子 in a story populated solely by boobs.
-嗯？ -杰夫？ - Yeah? - [Tonya] Jeff?
-我去！ -坦雅 - Holy shit! - Tonya.
他们居然他妈的打碎了她的膝盖 They broke her knee. They broke her fucking knee!
谁的膝盖？什么？ Whose knee? What?
-你在他妈在看吗？ -什么啊？ - Are you fucking watching this? - What?
打开电视！所有台都在播 Turn on the fucking TV! It's everywhere.
-你在说什么啊？ -南希·凯莉甘！ - What are you talking about? - Nancy Kerrigan!
有个家伙打碎了她的膝盖！ Some guy just fucking broke her fucking knee!
不，不，不！说了只要寄信 No, no, no, no, no! It was supposed to be uh, just letters...
不是恐吓信，他们打碎了她的膝盖 It's not a fucking letter, Jeff! They broke her fucking knee!
说了死亡恐吓就行了！ It was supposed to be letters, like a death threat!
杰夫，别管恐吓信了，有人打碎了她的膝盖 Jeff, I'm telling you, forget the death threat. Some guy broke her knee!
该死的小胡子 Fucking mustache.
杰夫 - Oh, Jeff. - Jeff.
我们做到了，我们出名了 We did it, man. We're everywhere.
太帅了 It is so friggin' awesome.
-怎么回事啊，肖恩 -什么？ - What the hell, Shawn? -What?
你他妈都做了什么？ What the fuck did you do?
我改变了历史轨迹 Changed the course of history, if you've been watching.
你疯了吗？不该有人受伤啊 Are you insane? Nobody was supposed to get hurt.
本应该是心理战而已，不是吗？ It was supposed to be psychological warfare. Right?
要是心理战没用怎么办？ What if the psychological warfare didn't work?
要是没吓到她，怎么办？ What if it didn't scare her? Then what?
那我们的努力就白费了 You know, all of our hard work would've been for nothing.
什么努力？就他妈是寄信而已 What hard work? It was mailing fucking letters!
我必须接手，杰夫，以保证任务成功 I had to handle it though, Jeff. I had to handle this and make sure it happened.
听着，我是坦雅的保镖 Look, I'm Tonya's bodyguard,
现在更多的运动员会需要保镖 and now all the other skaters, maybe more athletes, are going to need a bodyguard.
钱会滚滚而来 So the money's gonna be flowing in,
我们收入囊中 and we pocket that money,
而我，改变了历史轨迹 and I change the course of history.
老爸，确定录像带是空的好吗 Dad, make sure it's a blank tape this time.
计划这么简单，肖恩，你为什么不按计划来？ It was a simple plan, Shawn. Why didn't you just stick to it?
-我是按计划来的 -这不是计划 - I did stick to the plan. - This was not the plan.
计划一直就是这样，懂了吗？ This was always the plan. Do you hear me?
你以为从事我这一行的人 A guy like me, you think it's easy in my profession,
想先人四步很容易？ having to think four steps ahead of everyone?
你是不是没意识到，其实是我 Or did you not realize that I was the one who...
恐吓了坦雅 I was the one who called the death threat on Tonya.
什么？ What?
背后枪杀 Two to the back.
没人把我当真 People don't take me seriously, Jeff.
但是我能掌控全局 But I'm in control of the situations.
今天我证明了这一点 I proved that today.
这不是 [grunts] This was not the...
-你最好冷静 -事情是失控了 - You better think... - This is out of control!
冷静 Relax.
不会有事的 Everything is great.
是的，我爸妈洗掉了星际迷航我最喜欢的一集 Yes, my parents did tape over my favorite episode of Star Trek
就为了录下新闻 to record the CNN coverage,
但我没事 but I'm keeping it together. [laughs]
你就是个傻逼 You're a fucking idiot.
日，日 Oh, shit, shit.
我们得那两家伙搞出底特律 We gotta get those guys out of Detroit, okay?
沙恩和德里克，他们没钱了，哪也去不了 Shane and Derrick, they're just stuck there. They don't have any money.
先人四步 Four steps ahead.
杰夫 Jeff. Jeff.
-杰夫 -难以置信 - Jeff. - Unbelievable.
一月七日，1994
第二天
她今天告诉我们 She told us today, she said,
国家赛
底特律，密歇根州
“我知道有很多人 "I know there's a lot of people out there
觉得我只不过是昔日辉煌” who think I'm a has-been."
距离奥运会只有六周了 Well, with Lillehammer just six weeks away,
现在就是她证明自己 now's her chance to show the country
在奥运会参赛队中有一席之地的机会 that she deserves a spot on the Olympic team.
她这次是否会保守的滑，非常值得期待 It'll be interesting to see whether she plays this conservatively or not.
给德里克和沙恩 Make it to Derrick Smith and Shane Stant.
我不是雇你来玩的 [man] Not paying you to stand around.
她有机会进入奥运会 [male announcer] She may make it to the Olympics.
我想看她的脸 I wanna see her face.
-拉沃娜 -我他妈想看她的脸 - LaVona, come on. - I wanna see her fucking face at the end.
她证明了她是赢家 she's proved tonight she is still a winner.
这个时刻属于坦雅 This is a great moment for Tonya.
她曾失误重重 She's had everything go wrong. She's let everything go wrong.
而现在，突然之前，如此成功 And now, all of a sudden, to pull this off...
并且成为我们的国家冠军真是太棒了 and become our national champion is terrific.
她应该必然会 And it looks like she has most definitely
代表美国参赛奥运会 earned herself a place on the US Olympic team.
沙恩太蠢了 Shane Stant was clueless, completely.
袭击之前，他在马赛诸塞州的运动馆外等 Before the attack, he waited outside the arena in Massachusetts,
他以为南希在那训练 where he thought Nancy Kerrigan was training.
他每15分钟换一次车位 Now, he moved his car every 15 minutes
是为了躲避嫌疑 to avoid suspicion.
她这么搞了两天 He did this for two days.
然后他突然发现南希其实在底特律 That's when he found out that Nancy was actually in Detroit.
后来我们发现他俩留下的线索 [Maddox] Later we found out they left a trail
实在太多 as big as the Cumberland Gap.
电话记录，银行记录 Phone records, bank records.
你怎么找到我的 How'd you find me?
还要犯罪的话，别用信用卡了 Next time you pull off a hit, son, don't put it on Visa.
谢谢 [Tonya] Thanks very much.
底特律 一月八日，1994
事情闹大之前，我们得统一口径 Before this blows up, we gotta get our stories straight.
嗯，你负责说话，你是我的经纪人 Yeah. You do the talking. You're my manager.
我们必须谨慎择言 Okay. 'Cause we have to be real careful about what we say.
我们不能出错，为了这一刻我等了太久了 We can't afford to make any mistakes. I've waited so long for this.
坦雅，我也想成为像你一样的滑冰选手 Tonya. I wanna be a skater like you.
真的吗，希望你是认真的 Really? Oh, hey. Hope you mean it.
-你叫什么？ -安妮 - What's your name? - Annie.
安妮，给你 Annie. There you go.
再见 See you later.
保持冷静就好，毕竟我们都有不在场证明 Hey, we play it cool. After all, we both have alibis.
不在场证明？什么？ What, for... Alibis? For Wheaties?
你在说什么？ Wheaties? What are you talking about?
我在说我的事业，你在说什么？ My endorsement. What are you talking about?
袭击事件啊 The attack.
-抱歉 -我们是FBI - Excuse us. - We're with the FBI.
只是走形式而已，我们要跟所有人谈话 It's just a formality. We're talking to everyone.
我们什么都不知道 Well... we don't know anything.
那生活一定很艰难吧 That must make life difficult.
也许你们听到了什么，看到了什么 Maybe you heard something. Saw something.
我那时在睡觉，杰夫根本就不在这 I mean, I was asleep, and Jeff wasn't even here.
我根本就不在这，我也是在睡觉 I wasn't even here. Uh, I was asleep too.
在我俄勒冈州的家里 In, um, Oregon at home,
在波特兰市 which is in Portland, where I live.
在俄勒冈州 In Oregon.
这件事你怎么看，杰夫？ So what do you make of all this, Jeff?
呃... Well, um... [stammers]
太可怕了，真是世风日下 It's a scary prospect, what the world is coming to.
你们要在底特律呆多久？ How long are you in Detroit?
我们正要去机场呢 We're actually heading to the airport right now.
我们可以载你一程 - Why don't we give you a ride? - [laughs]
好吧，谢谢 Oh, yeah. Thanks very much. Yeah.
先问个问题，谁是德里克 But, first, who's Derrick?
我不认识叫德里克的人 I don't know any Derricks.
我知道很多叫德里克的人 I know lots of Derricks. [laughs]
我们要错过航班了 We're gonna miss our plane.
参加奥运会感觉如何 [woman] Tonya, how do you feel about going to the Olympics?
我很开心，但只有能跟南希比过 I'm really happy, but it won't be a true crown
我才算真正的冠军 until I get my chance with Nancy at the Olympics.
我告诉你们，我要会打败她 Let me tell ya, I'm gonna whip her butt.
FBI跟你谈话了吗？ - Did the FBI speak to you?、
他们跟每个人都谈话了 I mean, they talked to everybody.
他们在进行透彻的调查 And, uh, they're doing a thorough investigation
想找到作案元凶 to try and find the man who did it.
谢谢 Thanks, guys. Thanks.
天啊，我又要去奥运会了 Holy shit. I'm going to the Olympics again.
他们给我拍照了 They were taking my picture.
去他妈的滑冰协会 I mean, fuck the Skating Association.
-去他妈的 -真是太操蛋了 - Fuck 'em. - This is a clusterfuck.
-日 -这不好笑！ - Shit. - It's not funny!
-我们赶快补救 -补救什么？ - We gotta fix this. - Fix what?
我们跟FBI谈过了，没事的 We talked to the FBI. Everything's fine.
她说得对，我们赢了 She's right, man. We outsmarted them.
我的特工们已经隐蔽起来了 My guys are paid, and deep in cover...
操 Fuck!
老天，你有病吧？ Jesus, what is your problem?
告诉我，肖恩，你跟谁说了？ You wanna tell me what happened, Shawn? Who did you talk to?
没跟谁说 Nobody.
是吗？你现在不告诉我 Yeah? Well, if you don't tell me now,
那我们就完蛋了！ then... then we're all gonna be fucked!
我没跟谁说 I didn't talk to anybody.
肯定有人知道了不应该知道的事 Somebody knows something when they shouldn't know anything.
-我什么都没说 -那FBI怎么知道德里克这个名字？ - I never said anything. - Then how come they know the name Derrick, Shawn?
我不知道，你怎么能怀疑我？ I don't know. How can you even ask me that?
就算被折磨我都不会说 I could withstand torture and I would still never talk.
他们不可能击垮我！ They could never break me!
南希袭击事件 That whole Nancy Kerrigan thing,
24 小时之前
那我是的人干的 that was my crew.
有人付了我们六万五千来除掉她 We were paid 65 grand to take her out.
后来我的人揍了一个记者 Then my team obtains press credentials
搞到了身份信息 by beating up a reporter.
我们这样才进的训练场 That's what gets us inside the ring.
然后我的人打了凯莉甘膝盖三下 Then, bam, my hit man whacks Kerrigan three times
用的是可收缩警棍 with a retractable baton.
他跟她说... And then he shouts at her, he says...
肖恩·艾卡 Shawn Eckhardt.
我不是 No.
是谁啊，小肖？ Who is it, Shawnie?
喝茶吧小伙子们 I brought you boys some nice tea.
谢谢 - Thank you. - Thank you.
来点面包吧妈妈 M-Maybe some shortbread too, Mom?
关于坦雅·哈定你知道些什么？ What can you tell us about Tonya Harding?
我不认识托尼·哈定 I don't know a Tony Harding.
你不是她的保镖吗？ Aren't you her bodyguard?
你刚打断我了 Well... you didn't let me finish.
我跟她也不熟 Well, I-I don't... I don't know her well.
南希·凯莉甘呢？ How about Nancy Kerrigan?
-谁？ -你没听说过南希·凯莉甘？ - Who? - You haven't heard of Nancy Kerrigan?
我以为你说的是南希·海利 I thought he said Nancy Herring.
是杰夫干的 Jeff did it.
杰夫·葛撸力干的 Jeff Gillooly did it.
发生什么了？ What the fuck is going on?
没事 Nothing.
别接 Don't answer it.
日 Fuck!
我是杰夫·葛撸力 Jeff Gillooly speaking.
-你得给我点钱，我要逃走 -你是谁？ - You gotta pay me my money, and I gotta get outta town. - Who is it?
-他们知道了 -你在说什么 - They know something. - Wait. What are you...
跟我见面，不然我... Meet me, or else I'm gonna be forced...
冷静点，我们在哪见面？ Shawn, calm down. Where do you wanna meet?
金佛餐厅，老桌子 The Golden Buddha, uh, at our regular table.
午夜时分来见我 Meet me at the stroke of midnight.
我他妈才不要在午夜时分见你 I'm not meeting you at the fucking stroke of midnight.
必须这样，带钱来 Th-That's the plan, man. And bring the fucking money.
好，替我向你妈问好 Great, great. Tell your mom I said hi.
怎么了，肖恩你？ What's going on, Shawn?
没事，你先坐下吧？ Nothin'. Just... why don't you sit down?
你想去酒吧吗？ You wanna go to that bar on, uh...
不，不，这里很好 No, no, no. We're... We're fine here.
坐下 Sit down.
怎么了？ - [burps] - What's up, man?
你还好吗？你一身的汗 You okay? You're, uh, sweatin' an awful lot.
-你太多汗了 -我没出汗 - Even for you. - No, I am not.
好吧，我是不太好 Okay. You know I'm not okay.
他们知道了 [whispers] They know something.
-谁？ - Who?
-你知道啊 -我不知道 - You know. - I don't.
FBI The FBI.
FBI，他们知道了 Okay? The FBI, they know something is up.
知道什么了？ What's up?
肖恩，你不会是想告诉我 Shawn... are you trying to tell me
你跟南希袭击事件有关系吧？ you had something to do with the Nancy Kerrigan thing, hmm?
什么鬼？ [chuckling] What the fuck?
杰夫，我当然跟... Jeff, of course I had something...
-杰夫 -不要... - Jeff... - Don't...
再说一个字 say another word,
不然我就有义务报警了 or I'll be forced to go to the authorities.
杰夫 Oh, Jeff.
你给我好好听着 [whispering] I hope you hear me loud and clear,
你这个肥逼 you fat fuck.
自作孽 But you made your bed.
不可活 Now die in it.
戴安的丈夫是律师 [Tonya] Diane's husband is a lawyer,
所以早上我们去了他们家 so in the morning, we meet up at their house.
房子不错，有卧室什么的 It was nice. I mean, they had a living room and stuff.
-嗨，进来吧 - Hello there. Come on in.
我们为什么不直接举报他？ So why don't we just turn his ugly fat ass in?
-因为... -就是满脑肥肠的家伙 - Because... - Big, dumb, fucking tub of guts.
他和我们会各执一词，我们得统一口径 It's only his word against ours. You and I gotta stick together.
杰夫，我会失去一切 Yeah, but, Jeff, I'm gonna lose everything.
我为这一刻奋斗了一辈子，现在肖恩要害得我失去一起？ I worked my whole life for this, and I'm gonna lose it because of fucking Shawn?
如果真的到了那一步 If it ever came down to that,
我会说你跟这件事一点关系没有 I would tell them you didn't have anything to do with it.
但现在我们必须要把故事编好 But right now we gotta get our story straight.
他们现在也找不到证据 And since they can't pin anything on us,
那我们就假装什么都不知道 we didn't know anything.
但我们本来就什么都不知道啊 Yeah, but we didn't know anything.
是的 Right.
他们逮捕了肖恩 Look. They've arrested Shawn.
他说这都是你的主意，杰夫 And he's saying that it was all your idea, Jeff.
跟我们没关系 We didn't know anything.
本来就应该是恐吓信 I mean, it was supposed to be letters...
现在真的是要完蛋了 It's... It's gonna be a real shit-show for us soon.
我们要回家了 Um... we gotta go home.
-别拉着我 -快他妈进车 - Don't grab me. Fuck. - Just get in the fucking car.
让你闭嘴听不懂吗？ What part of keeping your mouth shut was unclear,
你个蠢逼 you stupid fucking cunt?
你是不是有事情没告诉我 There's more to this than you're telling me, isn't there?
闭嘴，坦雅 Shut up, Tonya. I'm telling ya.
杰夫 - Jeff.
是你干的吗？ Did you do it?
日 Goddamn it.
操！ Shit. Fuck. Jeff, fuck!
我操 What the fuck?
这是我的生活啊 I mean, this is my... this is my fucking life.
滑冰...就是我的一切啊 This is... Skating is my whole fucking life.
你做了什么？ What did you do?
你他妈到底做了什么？ What did... What did you do? What did you actually fuck...
闭嘴！ Shut up!
然后 [Tonya] And then, bam!
突然对我脸就是一拳 Nails me right in the frickin' face.
这时我才意识到了真相 That's when I knew.
他从来没向我承认过 I mean, he's never admitted to me...
反正他也不在乎 He wouldn't care anymore anyways.
但他从来向我没承认是他做的 But he's never admitted to me that he actually did it.
但是，那一刻，我意识到就是他计划的 But I knew... In that moment, I knew he planned it.
而且真的实施了它 And he had it done.
坦雅·哈定，23岁 Tonya Harding, 23 years old.
日 Damn it.
我不敢相信你居然举报我了 I can't believe it. You gave me up!
我没有 No, I didn't.
FBI都给我看了你的谈话记录 Yeah, well, the FBI showed me your transcript!
这简直是在作弊 Well, that's just cheating. I...
-开门 -该死的骗子 - Open the door. - Fucking liars.
坦雅，我跟你说 Tonya, I told you
他们什么都证明不了 they couldn't... they couldn't prove anything.
我只是想保护你 All... All I ever wanted was to protect you, Tonya.
宝贝，你是我的一切 Baby, you're... you're all I ever wanted.
宝贝 Honey.
我这次是真的失去你了，是吧？ I fucking lost you now, didn't I?
听着，杰夫 Look, Jeff, I...
你想要我说什么？ I mean, what did you want me to say?
我告诉他们是你做的，因为这是事实 I told them that you did this because you did fucking did this!
坦雅，那我应该怎么做？ Tonya, what am I supposed to do?
坦雅？ Tonya. Honey?
我不知道 I don't know. I...
我觉得你应该自杀好了 I really think that you should just kill yourself.
人们觉得 Now, there's this feeling out there
你才是那个狂妄自大的人 that the one who was power mad, the one who was megalomaniacal was you.
错误，我是一个职业保镖 Incorrect. Um, I am a professional bodyguard
也是全球反恐专家 and an international counterterrorism expert.
我曾在各国间谍机构工作过 I-I work around the world for espionage agencies.
但是，肖恩，你没有 But, Shawn, you don't.
但是我有 But I do.
但是肖恩，我们查了，你没有 But, Shawn, we checked and you don't.
-但是我有 -但是你没有 - But I do. - But you don't.
但是我有，我作为反恐专家 But I do. I, uh, have actually been quoted
说的话还被引用了 as an expert, uh, in terrorism trends and profiles.
在哪引用了？Where?
我记得是几年前的一个旅游杂志 I believe it was a travel magazine a couple of years ago
是海湾战争期间发行的 during the Gulf War.
这里是波特兰市，坦雅又在这练习 Here in Portland, Oregon, another day of practice for skater Tonya Harding.
她每天都在我身后的场所训练 She's still working out every day right here behind me,
完全相信她会在数月之后 fully expecting she'll compete later this month
参加挪威奥运会 at the Olympics in Norway.
警方和FBI仍在调查 Police and the FBI continue looking into
上周的南希袭击事件 last week's attack on skater Nancy Kerrigan.
美国滑冰协会甚至举行了听证会 Even as the US Figure Skating Association convenes a hearing panel
考虑是否从奥运参赛队伍中 to consider whether there are grounds to remove Tonya Harding
移除坦雅·哈定 from the American Olympic team.
哈定的前夫在周二说 Harding's former husband said Tuesday
坦雅从开始就知道关于南希的袭击计划 that she knew about the attack on Nancy Kerrigan from the beginning.
记录显示我认罪了，这是事实 [Jeff] The papers all said I pled guilty, which I did,
但没承认计划了袭击事件 but not to planning the attack,
但是其实没什么区别 uh, which it turns out didn't really matter because...
因为我一旦知情不报，还加以掩护 once I knew about it and didn't report it and try to cover it all up,
那时我就有罪了 I was guilty.
坦雅的妈妈在她门前拉了一条红绳子 [Maddox] Tonya's mom put out a red velvet rope in front of her house.
她说如果我们想要拍照，就必须在那排队 Told us if we wanted to take her picture, we all had to stand behind it.
我们照做了 And we did!
我被保释了 [Jeff] I made bail.
我被控敲诈勒索，罚了十万美金 I was charged with racketeering and fined $100,000.
我一直没付 Which I never paid.
我再也没和肖恩联系过 And I never talked to Shawn again.
我以为出名会很有趣 I thought being famous was gonna be fun.
就那么一会儿，我被人们爱着 I was loved... for a minute.
然后人们就恨我了 Then I was hated.
然后我就成了个笑话 Then I was just a punch line.
感觉就像是被反复折磨 It was like being abused all over again.
只不过这次一次，施刑者是你 Only this time, it was by you.
你们所有人 All of you.
你们都是我的袭击者 You're all my attackers too.
据奥运会只有一个月了 With just four weeks to go to Lillehammer,
她这周回到了俄勒冈州进行训练 she returned to training this week in Oregon
而媒体则施压，希望她退出参赛队 under intense media scrutiny and pressure to withdraw from the Olympic team.
凯莉甘这周也重返了冰场 Kerrigan also was back on the ice this week,
希望能参加奥运会 striving to make it to Lillehammer.
但是根据硬拷贝的访谈 But in interviews with Hard Copy,
前奥运队员和滑冰专家认为 former Olympians and skating insiders
最近几周的事件 have said the events of recent weeks
可能成为这两个队员夺金的绊脚石 could turn into major stumbling blocks for both competitors as they pursue the gold...
走开 Go away.
日 Shit.
让我一个人静静好吗？ Could you please just leave me alone?
就一会？ For now?
还好吗？ So, what's new?
喜欢你头发往后梳 Like your hair pulled back like that.
看起来年轻 You look young.
我23岁，妈 I'm 23, Mom.
是啊 Yeah, well...
你看起来还不错 You seem to be holding up good.
干死他们 Fuck 'em, you know?
嗯 I know.
我一直不喜欢那个杰夫 I never did like that Jeff.
我不是来落井下石的 I'm not here to tell you I told you so. I'm not.
那你来干嘛？ Why are you here?
你想怎样？ What do you want?
我想让你知道 I want you to know...
我支持你 I don't know. I-I'm on your side.
外面人很多 That's a big crowd out there.
很多人支持你 [sighs] A lot of people support you.
你做的不错 You done good.
我很自豪 I'm proud of you.
好的，我要走了 All right. I'm going.
妈 Mom.
谢谢 Thanks.
宝贝，你事先知道袭击的事吗？ Hey, hon. Did you know about the attack?
你可以告诉我 Well, you can tell me.
你在找什么 What? What are you looking for?
够了！ What are you...? Stop it!
就是个 It's just a...
我之前说的是认真的 I still meant everything I said.
快他妈给我滚出去 - Get the fuck out of my house.
滚出去！ - Get out!
快滚，快滚！ Go! Get out!
嘿，给我让开！ Hey! Out of my way!
等等 - Wait! - [man] Tonya!
我以前会给她轮胎放气 [Martin] Okay. I used to have her tires flattened
或者把她的卡车拖走 and her truck towed sometimes.
就为了拍张照片 So we can get a picture, you know?
这是第一个全天候的新闻 This was the first time there was a 24-hour news cycle to fill.
我们需要报道它 We all needed that story.
真是狗屁 Bullshit.
我不该为没做的事情道歉 I shouldn't have to apologize for something I didn't do.
奥运会 三周 之前
坦雅，有人想把你完全除名 Tonya, there's talk about not letting you skate at the Olympics at all.
你需要让一步，我们情况很不好 You need to give them this. We're hanging on by a thread.
我的席位是光明正大地赢来的 I earned my place on the team fair and square.
用警棍打对手 Taking out the competition with a retractable baton
听起不来不像是光明正大 doesn't strike everyone that way.
我不知道这件事！ I didn't know about it!
那你就这么说 And that's exactly what you'll say.
我现在滑冰都不能集中精神 I can't fucking focus when I'm trying to skate.
我老是摔跤 I keep falling in front of everyone
南希现在还有自己的私人冰场 while Nancy gets her own private rink
她一摔跤还会有人接着where someone catches her before she falls.
就道个歉，一切就都好了 Honey, you'll apologize, and this will all be over.
好吧，如果非要这样的话 Okay. I'll do whatever it takes.
我为认识杰夫而道歉 [Tonya] I apologized for ever knowing or being associated with Jeff,
但感觉我跟他永远藕断丝连which looks like I'll never stop doing, ever.
我对南希的袭击事件毫不知情 I had no prior knowledge of the planned assault on Nancy Kerrigan.
但我有责任 I am responsible, however,
去 for frailing to...
去 failing to...
当奥运协会威胁我除名时 And when the Olympic committee threatened to take me off the team,
我把他们告上了法庭 I filed a $10 million lawsuit against them.
事情越来越难堪了 I mean, it was getting ugly.
你真认为直播奥运会的CBS电台 But do you think that CBS, who is showing the games,
会让这件事发生？ was gonna let this ginormous ratings fucker not happen?
整个世界都在等着 I mean the whole entire world was waiting for this... showdown
我和南希的对决 between me and Nancy, so...
我造就了这一切 I made the team.
我也准备好了 You know, and I was ready to show you all.
这是全世界共同期待的一夜 And this is one of the nights everybody's been talking about around the world.
这是花样滑冰历史上 One of the most controversial and talked-about sports events in memory,
最具争论性的比赛 the women's figure skating competition.
世界冠军欧卡萨今晚第二个出场 World champion Oksana Baiul in second place going into tonight's competition,
南希·凯莉根第一个出场 Nancy Kerrigan in first place after the technical program,
凯特里娜，曾两次夺冠的选手 and Katerina Witt, a two-time gold medalist
将在最后出场 who will be the last to skate.
硬拷贝办公室
洛杉矶，加利福尼亚州
硬拷贝要我给他们作评论 [Jeff] I was asked to comment on everything for Hard Copy.
他们付了很多钱 And they paid a lot, which was cool.
现在广播正在报坦雅的名字 And now the public address is announcing Tonya Harding's name.
现在轮到她上场了 It is her turn to be on the ice right now.
坦雅在热身之后鞋带出现了问题 Tonya Harding after the warm-up had a problem with her laces.
她再不出来，就会被取消名额了 If she's not out here, I think they're gonna disqualify her.
我不知道，我没遇到过这样的事 I'm not sure. I've never seen anything like this.
系得牢吗？ Is it gonna hold?
没事的 It's okay, honey.
没事的 It's okay.
-我们还有多长时间？ -还有一分钟 - How long do we have? - We have, uh, one minute.
一分钟？ A minute?
我的天 Oh, my God.
你要试试吗？ Do you wanna try?
不管了，走吧 It doesn't matter. Just... Let's go.
我会扭断我的脚踝 I'm gonna break my ankle.
You check out those edges in the beginning.
You jump high, check out hard, and go for it.
- Okay? - Yeah.
他们断了 Please. They broke.
我真的努力按时上场了 I really tried to get out here on time.
求你了 Please.
这种情况下 [announcer] In a situation like this,
裁判和评委会给她机会 the referee, the judging panel will give her every opportunity
做出最好的表演 to put out her best performance.
这种事情不该发生 Things like this just don't happen.
系好鞋带太重要了 Again, it's so important that the skate is tied properly. It's important that it's comfortable on your foot.
他们好像允许坦雅修好滑冰鞋 Well, I think they're allowing Tonya to fix her skate.
这真是所有滑冰选手的噩梦 Again, this is every skater's recurring nightmare.
最可怕的噩梦 This is one that you wake up screaming from every morning.
我能说点关于南希的事吗？ Can I just say one quick thing about Nancy Kerrigan?
我的鞋带断了 So, my lace breaks,
我想是我的错吧 which I guess is my fault,
但其实也不是 but really kinda isn't.
我又进去，像别人一样的滑 And I go out and do the same stuff as everybody else.
我的分数不高，因为一开始裁判就不喜欢我了 I didn't get the marks because I didn't ever have a shot with the judges to begin with.
故事很精彩，但我不在乎 I mean, it was a big story, but I don't need a big story.
因为我滑冰本身就是一件精彩的事 I'm a big story on my own when I skate.
我竭尽全力，得到了第八名 I did my best, and I got eighth.
但是南希 But Nancy...
她滑的那么好 she goes out and gives a beautiful skate.
我从来都是这么说的 I never said different.
她赢了个银牌 She wins a friggin' silver medal.
奖牌挂在她脖子上时 And when they put that medal around her neck,
她看起来就像是踩到了屎 she looked like she stepped in poop.
是真的 She does.
拜托 I mean, come on!
我还是这项运动力的烂人？ How am I the poor sport in all of this?
一个奥运会银牌 An Olympic silver.
她却看起来像踩了屎 She looks like she stepped in poop.
辩护方，起立 Defendant, please rise.
他们把我的审判延期到了奥运会之后 They postponed my trial till after the Olympics.
坦雅·哈定，你被判缓刑三年 Tonya Harding, you are hereby sentenced to three years' probation.
十万美元罚金，再加十万美元罚金给检方 $100,000 fine, plus $10,000 to the DA's office for special costs.
还有五万美金给残奥会 Another $50,000 to set up a fund for the Special Olympics.
五百小时社区服务 Five hundred hours community service.
心理检测 A psychological evaluation.
你必须立马从美国滑冰协会辞职 And your immediate resignation from the US Figure Skating Association,
终身不得加入 banning you for life
任何滑冰组织和比赛 from all figure skating association competitions and events.
我只是妨碍了诉讼 All I did was the hindering of prosecution...
你让我终身不能... - What? That you're never...
终身不能滑冰？ Never gonna let me skate again?
我不能 I can't ever... I mean,
我宁愿去坐牢，求你了 I'd rather do the jail time, please.
他们只判了18个月 They... They only got 18 months.
他们判了18个月 They... They got 18 months.
你不能... I-I'll do that. You can't...
法官大人，我没接受过教育 Your Honor, I don't have an education.
我只会滑冰 All I know is skating. That's all I know.
如果我不能滑冰 And I... I am no one if I can't...
那我什么都不是 - if I can't skate.
我不是 I'm... I'm not...
我不是恶魔 - I mean, I'm not some monster...
我只是想努力 I'm just... I'm just trying to... I'm trying to do the best
但你却不让我... with what I know how to... and you're giving me...
你这相当于给我判了终身监禁，你不能这样 It's like you're giving me a life sentence if you do that. You can't do that.
哈定女士，够了 Miss Harding, that's enough.
求你了 You can't... Please, because...
判我去作坐牢，这样我就可以滑冰了 Just send me to jail and then I can still skate.
判我去坐牢这样我就可以滑冰了 Just send me to jail and then I can skate.
我已经做出决定了 I've given you my decision.
这已经是最后的结局了 This is the best we could get.
背叛了两年，牢里呆了8个月 Got a two-year sentence and did eight months to the day.
那种疯狂 All that craziness,
我出名的事情 you know, everything I'll ever be known for
从头到尾就是几个月的事情 was only a few months, from start to finish.
那天我起床去监狱 I got up one morning before I went to jail,
媒体就离开了 and the press was leaving.
跟我梦里一样 Like I dreamed it.
我再也没见过坦雅 I never see Tonya anymore, and this is fine.
我不在乎 I could care less.
我活得很开心 I lead a full life. Very happy.
坦雅绝对不会想到恐吓别人 Tonya... would never have thought of calling in a death threat.
我太纠结于她说的 And... I was too caught up in all the terrible things
关于我的坏话 that she was saying about me...
以导致我 rather than the fact that I...
完全毁掉了她的职业生涯 completely ruined her career.
完全毁掉 Absolutely ruined it.
我被禁止滑冰之后 [Tonya] Once I was banned from figure skating for life,
就没有什么选择了 I didn't have a lot of options.
做了必须的事来保持名气 Did what I had to do to just stay in the public eye
维持生活 and pay the bills.
我是继比尔·克林顿之后世界上最出名的人 I was the second most-known person behind Bill Clinton in the world.
这是个成就 That meant something.
人们还想看到我 And people still wanted to see me.
我就成为了女拳击手 So I became a lady boxer.
为什么不呢？ I mean, why not?
我一生就知道暴力 Violence was always what I knew anyway.
美国人 [Tonya] America, you know...
希望有个人能爱 They want someone to love.
也希望有个人能恨 But they want someone to hate.
他们想要简单的东西 And they want it easy.
但什么是简单的东西？ But what's easy?
那些恨我的人总说 And the haters always say,
坦雅，说实话 "Tonya, tell the truth."
但事实根本不存在 There's no such thing as truth.
事实就是狗屁 - I mean it's bullshit.
每个人都有自己的事实 - Everyone has their own truth.
命运的潮流是当挡不住的 And life just does whatever the fuck it wants.
这就是我的故事 That's the story of my life.
这就是事实 And that's the fucking truth.
拉沃娜和坦雅好几年都没有联系
坦雅只知道，拉沃娜华盛顿一家成人商店后面生活
杰夫·葛撸力改名叫杰夫·斯通 和坦雅离婚之后她跟一个叫南希的女人结婚了 他们开了一家美发店
他现在卖汽车 和她第三个妻子生活，有两个小孩
坦雅从事园林工事，装地板，房屋上漆 她离杰夫很近，但是没有联系 她又结婚了，有个7岁的儿子
她希望所有人知道她是个好母亲